I am losing interest in this life. For the first time in my life I feel that I am in no control of my life. For years, I was fooled by people who had me convinced that I was a free soul, an aspiring young girl to be an independent lady. I am to be blamed, no one else but me. I was the fool with arms wide open!

Happiness does not exist where there are restraints. Happiness can be attained if one is independent, if one has a free will, and if one sees no boundaries or limits.

Some make sure that their lives are part of yours no matter what. They intertwine their lives with yours, a web is formed, and there is no way out. It is like when someone comes to you with a problem. They talk to you and they ask you to be sympathetic if they are sad and to be joyous if they are happy. They do not need your feelings, because they won't add up or lessen from theirs. They just want you to become a part of their lives. And you join in with gratitude.

- posted by Shermin @ 11:59 PM

 
There is more hate in me than there is in the world! There is anger, there is contempt, there is every negative feeling known to man!

- posted by Shermin @ 9:19 AM